it was with you.
you told me I had standards that were unreachable and I showed you the error of your ways and i told you, "it is not like i am turning anybody away"
i guess i just give off some kind of vibe that tells people to keep their distance.
and then you went on to say, "well i don't know, ash. but let me tell you this. you are absolutely beautiful. you are fun and funny and smart and you have all your stuff together. You are a complete package. the only thing that keeps me from wanting to be with you is that I know our lives are going in completely different directions. you are definitely desirable. you just don't seem very dateable.....but you are really desirable. I think all the guys you think just don't see you, actually do see you and they just don't know how to approach you. you are very desirable"
well then, riddle me this: how do i become more dateable???
i don't know.
but anyway. thanks for saying that. it was nice to hear.